huddy4chris

Yes I'm still mad. Mad because I need to come to terms with the fact that we've been scammed like we're idiots. There is no hope for Huddy this season. One more year lost. Mark my words.

But this is not the purpose of this post. I just felt the need to have here posts of some other members of the House fandom that I read and that helped me make sense of last night's episode. Because it certainly didn't make sense to me. And I'm sure that no Huddy part of this season will, because my hiatus will start next week after all. I'll start it by not watching live. I'll wait and watch on Tuesday. The H PTB have ALL decided to torture us, as if 20 (+5,5) years of torture were not good enough. Anyway, here's what some people say and I want to THANK them, because seeing posts like theirs truly helps me overcome my sadness a bit faster.


Aren't they right?

Officially TIRED of being mindfucked, screwed around and played as if we're some kind of infants with no brains at all! Even Rachel Cuddy is smarter than THAT!!! I can't believe they negated the I LOVE HER scene! SERIOUSLYY??? I can't deal with their shit anymore! I don't trust House! I've lost my Cuddy... Who's there to care for?

I think I'll just turn into Chaub and then I'll Kutner myself because this is NOT what a respectable being does to a fanbase that helped this show all these years (Bummer, I sound like a bitter Hameron now...). Next time I hear TPTB say "We're stepping back from it a bit, but there's def sth to happen, we can't let all those feelings pass." or "House and Cuddy are doing the deed" or "Things are evolving" or whatever... I'll just know that it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaall means: PREPARE FOR THE WORSE OF THE WORST! End of story!

House, I don't pity you at all at the moment. You just keep playing games in order to avoid any decent feeling you might have!
Cuddy dearest, where the fuck are you? Why is your twin there instead of you? And why is she THAT evil? I want the original s1-s5 one BACK ASAP!!!

EDIT: cause now I'm not only mad.... I'M PISSED THE FUCK OFF!!!!!

And to add to my previous post, I am officially disgusted by what this fandom has turned out to be. And I am not putting the total blame on the fans. Mostly I blame TPTB!!! THEY are the manipulators in this fucking shit that has been going on these last months. They have provoked so much anger and frustration, either with unwelcomed storylines or with firing cast members, that everyone that is displeased ends up behaving like a total ASS!!! I admired TPTB so much, even if it didn't seem so some times, because I trusted their judgement and I believed that they would pay attention to keep going with the show in a way that would make everyone in some way happy! Now, not only they are not doing that, but they are actually provoking a war amongst EVERY fan! There were always ship wars, Huddies, Hilsons, Hamerons, we were always fighting with each other, but ok, l get it, that happened because there are immature members of the fandom that like to fight and curse. OK!

But have you seen what this season has done to us? Huddies started bashing Huddies. Angry Cam/Ham fans started insulting in the ugliest way ever the writers, David Shore, Katie Jacobs, Greg Yaitanes and pretty much everyone they could find available. Huddies are starting doing it as well, now with all this Luddy shit! And now there is this.... mole hunt that has made people speak about things without caring if someone loses their job. I get that the mole is doing sth wrong and I hate that I'm such a spoiler addict that I have benefited from the spoilers. But seeing FANS rat out other FANS, at times they are even at the same ship, because they happen to know a little more than others and chose to share it with the rest in order to prepare them (for the worst) is, like Ms Egan's Cuddy said "BEYOND ASSHOOD"!!!!

They want to catch their mole? Fine! It's their problem that someone actually gives away their storylines (at this point good for them, because if we hadn't been warned for all this that's to come, then we would have massive kutnerings of people outside the Fox studios), they SHOULD NOT make it ours! We have turned into rats!!! Because TPTB cannot control their employees! And we have turned into a mass of antagonists, when in fact we all want the same thing: we want to happily watch our favourite show!

We have gone through every possible torture there is in this planet!!! And instead of getting together in this season that seems to be the worst for the biggest part of the fandom (Hilsons alone are not included cause they are the luckiest in season 6! lol!), we are doing our best to destroy even the company we found n each other!

THIS is what TPTB has done to the House fandom the last 3 months... Well done. I want to think that they are displeased with what's going on as well, because there are people inside the House production that i really admire and love (i mean besides the cast), and I don't want to think that they are hurting us so much intentionally...

EDIT: Just to clarify, I'm not saying all this in order to be disrespectful or rude to TPTB. I still respect their work on this show and the effort they put in order to make it successful. But that doesn't mean that I am obliged to agree with every decision they make. This year, apart from small incidents, they have done nothing to show us they care. Sure they brought back Chase and Cameron on the team, like so many people had been asking for the last 2 years, and they did had a beautiful scene where House and Cuddy finally talked about their past. But do they think that this is all that it takes to make a commited fan happy? And most of all, storylines aside (Lucas get the hell out of the picture and of my head!!! grrrr!!!!), I just don't agree with their decision on having fans meddling with their job on finding the mole. I find it completely wrong. That's all.

My dearest Greg Yaitanes is asking people how's their day.... Well... Mine sucks ass! As does this whole week. Want a taste of how it was? Well here it is:

This post is being written because I really want to curse and yell at someone and probably break everything I see around me, but since I can do neither of those things right now, I'm just going to ramble here, take my time, try to relax, which is practically impossible and see what happens... Oh and also, everything written in the cut is in greek. So, yeah, whatever....




Does anyone have a very very veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery angry gif to lend me??? I could put it in great use!

PS: this entry was written 3 hours ago... I just forgot to post it.....

No need to say more!!!! I wish all my fellow House and Cuddy (and everyone else for that matter) fans to have the best 1st Huddy Kiss Anniversary!!!!!!!!!! Hugh Laurie and Lisa Edelstein gave us the best kiss and the greatest moment in House's history one year ago and I can't thank them enough for that!

May we always get more of those and the more Huddy interaction, the better (don't get me started on the getridoflucaswewanthuddy subject! lol)!!!!! I'll drink to our heroes! *raises glass*

Who's with me?


PS: Who wants to share their experiences upon watching the first bits of the kiss in that Fox November promo released a week earlier from the kiss and then how they felt upon watching the actual thing?

I remember the promo came out late Sunday night which meant that here in Greece we were aready in the fifth dream of our sleep, so I get a text message so early in the morning that the sun wasn't out yet. I ignore it and go back to sleep withour looking at it at all. THEN, 20 minutes later, my phone rings and it keeps ringing even though I don't pick it up! When it stops, I see it was my friend huddy88 and I immediately realize something awesome happened. I get up and run to my computer forgetting that it was practically not full day yet, and while I'm turning it on, I look at her text: "Open PC now! Huddy kiss in a promo, I'm dead!" lolz!!!! Needless to say that 2minutes later I couldn't speak or breath or even function! I text her telling her I happily died that morning and she texts me back saying that she was trembling so much that she put on lipgloss on her cheeks instead of makeup!!! ROTFLMFAO! Those were the times! I think I put my head on my sleeve that day, trying to get dressed! heheee! Upon watching the actual thing? I was trembling soooooooooooooooooooooo much and had a pack of tissues next to me, all used because I was crying my eyes out, and when they did it.... there was no movement anymore! Such beauty in only 14 seconds.... Yeah, dead!!!! And then "The Itch" promo....... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, those were the times!!!!

So, what was your experience????

On choosing a DIFFERENT path: "Being an unmarried woman with no children is opening yourself up to judgment. As if I were making a statement! But no man I've been with is "the one who got away". My character on House shares some of these issues typical of women in their 40s who are unmarried: "What do I do next? Why don't I have children?" There is no grand plan. We're individuals. What does being a woman mean? One boyfriend or five, or no boyfriend; have a career; adopt, have a baby, or don't. There's so much mourning that goes on when you don't fit the picture you were handed, so much pain that comes from a false idea of what life looks like. I'm letting go of all the ideas I've been handed of what it means to be a woman. I'm on a different path."

The end!!!! I can't deal with the awesomeness of this woman. I'm feeling so content over her view of life and how she illustrates this world with such words. If only there were more people out there thinking like she does! Conclusion after this: LISA I LOVE YOU!

Peeps you can ignore this post, i just felt like rambling incoherently for a little bit...

I'm depressed and sad and in a crappy mood for the last.... I can't count days. RL was filled with fights and arguments so I threw myself to dancing all day and all night in order to take out the stress.. Didn't help much, I might say... And then there is House. Yes, I know Brave Heart was awesomeness beyond awesome, and yes, I do know that November holds the best Huddy episodes of the season... BUT... there is always a but when it comes to these two...

Frankly I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of getting only shitty news about them that I think I might just turn into a Hilson! That way I'll be easy to please, especially this season! Won't be hard, right? Right...????????????????????

Odd thing is that I feel so crappy and then I watched a Lisa interview from Montecarlo... She was talking mostly about season 4 and then in the end she said "We'll see what happens in season 5"... I cried like a baby... Season 5, I miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.. But what was even odder was that when I saw her talking with that wondrous smile of hers... I just wished she was here to hold me so that I could cry on her shoulder! I know, that'll never happen, but ever since I became a House addict, I felt that this woman radiates happiness. Her smile is always contageous.

Conclusion: I wish Lisa was here. I just want to sit down with her and chat. Just talk and let her bright smile make me feel a bit more optimistic again... Too bad I always ask for too much...

Twitter is dead! What the hell are the mainteners doing? Seriously??? I need my homepage back!!!

For sooooooooo many reasons!

Today was at last the last exam of the period! I can finally sleep all day, sit in my couch, work on my vid (and possibly get to finish it someday because it has been giving me  hard time for more than 2 weeks now. My muse probably stayed back home...), play some piano or my guitar and not feel fucking guilty that I do what I like instead of the most hated thing: studying for university!!!

There are so many things I want to say, that I don't know where to begin from. No, scratch that I know:

HOUSE!

( Looking for a dream... )

Just found out that my favourite House director has actually laid eyes on my lj... I think I freaked him out!!! He possibly thinks I am a maniac or sth.... No, I swear, I am NOT! :D

Look look LOOKYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

( House cast on RV action! )

I want to take some time and wish for the happiest birthday for two great friends that House and Cuddy helped me meet. So, sandyjoy  and nitsa_maro , happy birthday sweetpies!!!! May your wishes and desires come true!!!

Love ya guys!!!

Pissed to a point of a difficult return! As if life didn't already suck enough for me, I get all those crappy news from everywhere and it's like crap doesn't shut the fuck up!!! I mean, what the hell?? Who spit on me??

Exam is in 2 hours, I have zero chances of passing it, I feel awful, my stomach is like shit and the worst part is that this fucking day is not getting any better at all! It only knows how to get worse! Plus, I want to distruct myself with the new vid I am making, and all of this rl and hc crap has gotten me into a inspiration deprived situation! I can't funtiction like this!!!

Seriously, does the world hate me?? Is it the stars, the moon?? IDK what the fuck it is but I hope to God, this ends SOON!! Plz, life, give me sth good for a change!!!!

Just created a twitter account! No idea how to use it though! How on earth do we write in this thing??

My first entry after the holidays!!!! Yayyyyy! I am so glad to be back, I missed my interneeeeeeeeeet!!! I don't want to leave it ever again!XD

About the vid: I was never satisfied with how the first version turned out and I was quite surprised to see that many people actually liked it, so I decided to make another version of it, and now I finally like it! Gah, I miss them sooooooo much... and I suspect that it will take sooooooooooooooo much more time than we think to finally have them back.... bleah... But anyway, we can always turn to art to get our fix! After all season 5 was indeed OUR season! We have plenty of great stuff to work on!

So... ENJOY guys!


PS: I already have made two other House videos, the one is House centered and the other is House and Cuddy again. I will post them as soon as possible! ;)

I mean it! Seriously?? SERIOUSLY????

I couldn't be happier that Hugh and House got nominated (please God, let us win this year!!! enough with the torture!), but WTF?? No nomination for Lisa???? What more do these guys need? Assholes... How on earth do they pick Sandra Oh and not Lisa???? Are they freakin kidding me???? *pouts head on the wall*

And WTF is wrong with this world??? Mad Men took 14 noms???? Who are they paying in there? I have watched this show, it's ok, but it's not worth 14 noms at its 2nd year. It so does NOT! And in one category they have 4/5 nominations!!! Talk about fair.... If Lost wins in this category (it took the last nomination) then my hair will fall from surprise!!!

As we greeks say in such occassions... ΈΛΕΟΣ!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been almost 3 hours since it's officially June 11 here!  And one more person that I overly admire celebrates his birthday today and it's only at least appropriate that I wish to him. This man made me change my respect towards many things concerning acting, medicine and generally, what it means to love what you do in your life and how much better it is for you and  your coworkers when you are devoted to it and get passionate in order to give your best self into your job, into something that provides you with so much love and respect and admiration from the world. This man has also touched me with how he treats life and how he tries to find the happiness he wants so much through art, through music, through lovable friends and family, never giving up but never being unrealistic either. His talents are a big gift for the world of art and I am more than happy to be one of the people who love him. So...

Happy Birthday Hugh! You are one amazing person and I want you to know that wherever you are, whatever you do, our hearts are with you  and we all wish you the best. Thank you so much for giving us the gift of enjoying your multiple talents, you are mostly appreciated for your work in the art world!  You made the crankiest Doctor alive the most lovable one, you gave House life and there are no words that can actually describe how much you touch us with your performance. For us you are always the winner! Have a happy life, live a melody! Love you!!!!!